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What is your name?: candi
How old are you?: 32
When is your Birthday?: november 29
What is your zodiac sign?: sagittarius
Where were you born?: MN
Where do you live now?: WI
What color eyes do you have?: brown
What color hair do you have?: brown
How tall are you?: 5′ 2″
How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies): this survey was obviously created by a man
What is your race?: caucasion
What is your worst fear?: hhmmm….
Do you smoke?: no
Do you drink?: occasionally
Do you cuss?: frequently
Do you use drugs?: no
Have you ever or will you ever steal?: i take the fifth
Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?: yes
Do you play in a band or play an instrument?: no
Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?: yes
If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be?: don’t really know any serial killers
Do you suffer from depression disorder?: not really
If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be?: quick and painless
Have you ever tried to commit suicide?: hhhmmm…
Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else?: hhhmmmm….
What subculture do you belong too?: bitches-r-us
Are you evil?: about 30% evil
Do you believe that you can be possesed?: no
Are you a paranoid person?: occassionally
Do you ever get jealous of somebody else?: absolutely
Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?: no
Are you a violent person?: depends if you piss me off
Do you take your anger out on other people?: depends if the other people are bigger than me
Do you blame other people for your mistakes?: no
What is your favorite game?: WoW
What is your favorite movie?: If A Man Answers
Who is your favorite band?: Metallica
What is your favorite song?: I Will (Beatles)
What kind of books and/or magazines do you read?: Science, Archeology, International News
What is your favorite color?: green
What is your favorite food?: spaghetti
What is your favorite drink?: Coke
Do you own a pari of converse?: no
Do you own a pair of dickies?: no
Would you ever kill yourself or someone else?: depends on the circumstance
Are you a virgin?: ROTFLMAO
Are you kinky?: (-;
Do you like biting?: maybe….
Do you masturbate?: hhhhmmm…..
Do you watch pornography?: not really
Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?: yes
Have you ever shaved your head in a socially unacceptable way?: yes
Are you hyper active person?: sometimes
Are you religious?: no
Do you have any self inflicted scars?: yes
Does pain turn you on?: depends on the situation
Do you stand for originality and creativity?: i hope so
Do you like meeting new people?: yes
What do you like most about life?: the living part
What do you dislike most about life?: the dying part
Do you believe in love at first fright?: not anymore
Have you ever pierced a body part yourself?: yes
Have you ever had to beg for dinner money?: no
Do you own a car?: yes
Have you been to jail, yet?: no
Are your clothes held together with safety pins?: not since the 80s
Do you have actual scars from punk rock shows?: no
Have you ever vomit while making out?: no
Have you held a job for less than a day?: yes
Do you own more than two pair of jeans?: yes
Have you ever had to fuck stuff up for no good reason?: ?
Have you ever been kicked out of your parents house?: yes
Have you ever been fired from your job because of your attitude?: no
Does the world piss you off?: occassionally

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Random Randomness
What Do They Call You? candi
Do You Hate 55% Of Your Family? yes
What Do You Spend Most Of Your Time Doing? cruisin the net
Where Do You Live? wisconsin
… Where Would You WANT To Live, and Why? a secluded tropical island
Do You Have An Annoying Aunt Who MAKES You Hug Her? no
Do You Have A Friend Who’s Like A Sibling? yes
Slipknot/Stone Sour slipknot
Beastie Boys/Disturbed beastie boys
Cats/Dogs dogs
Sugar/Cinnomin sugar
Hugs/Kisses hugs
Good Charlotte/Simple Plan good charlotte
Marilyn Manson/Alice Cooper alice cooper
Knowledge! (If You Don’t Know This…Go Back To Pre-K!)
Do You Know Who Corey Taylor Is? no
What Year Was Hawaii Made A State? no idea
What’s Marilyn Manson’s Real Name? no idea
How Did Marilyn Monroe Die? assasinated by the cia
Can Penguins Fly? no
Is Orlando Bloom Gay? no
Can You Name An “Anal Blast” Song? no
What Are The Colors Of The Rainbow? red,red,orange,yellow,green,blue,indigo
Name The 7 Dwarves happy,sleepy,grumpy,dopey,bashful,brainy,smurfette
List 9 Johnny Depp Movies Pirates of the Caribbean, Edward Scissorhands, Ninth Gate, Once Upon A Time In Mexico, Secret Window
Color green
Band Metallica
Food spaghetti
Drink coca cola
Band Beatles
Hair Style short
Class english
Book Siddhartha by Herman Hesse
Movie If A Man Answers
CD I have over 400… so I have no idea
Cereal Count Chocula
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more sucky depressed writing

The Rise and Fall of My Heart

I was in awe of him
I was proud to be his
I counted myself luckiest of women
I loved him with all that I was
Then she called
Then the dream ended
He ripped my heart from my chest
He threw it down on the ground
He stomped on it like a small fire
He put me out til I was none but ash
Then I cried and cried
Then I died inside

Copyright ©2005 Cassandra Franck

sappy, sick poetry from me….

I love right now

I love right now – these first moments
When I can’t seem to stop smiling
Every moment a new thought of you slips in
And I smile and laugh softly
I’m blushing and twisting my hair
Everyone here thinks I’m crazy
They don’t know the thoughts that prompt my smile
As I happily stare off into nowhere
Thinking about you again
In time the newness will fade
So right now I’ll smile
And giggle and blush
And twist my hair and hide my eyes
And love right now
I’ll cherish these first moments while they last

my poetry sucks….

(this is from a couple years ago…)
Turn it up
Turn up the radio
I don’t want to hear
Or think
Just let me get lost in lyrics
Loud, hard music
The louder the better
To drown out the truth
The truth that I’ve failed
I’m well aware you know
I don’t need reiteration
From you
Or my shrink
So turn it up
Crank it up
Until it’s deafening
So I can’t hear you
Or them
I want to hide inside the sound

Copyright ©2005 – Cassandra Franck

monday again

it’s monday again and once again i am ready to sleep for the next forty years
only another half hour and i can run screaming from the buliding

morning malfunction

This week started out with me being late for work on Monday because I overslept.
Tuesday I had to blow my manager for $4000 for parts that had gone missing.
This morning I’m TIRED and the bitch center of my brain is working overtime.
My chest is expanding at the same rate as the universe and I’m stuffed into this bra like some kind of sausage. (I’m not the only one with this issue…)
I have ABSOLUTELY ZERO desire to work and yet I have installed myself into this cubicle for the next 8 hours with no hope of escape.

This is just the kind of day that seeing the ridiculous plot of one of those crappy doomsday movies come to fruition wouldn’t be out of the question as an alternative.

“Oh my gawd, Bones! Look it’s a comet the size of Omicron6 headed straight for us!!”
“Jim… I’m a doctor not an astronomist!”
“The only way to save the planet is to have an orgy with the local women….”
“That doesn’t seem logical, Jim.”
“Spock, you do what works for you and I’ll do what works for me…”

Well… maybe not an orgy… at least not with my co-workers… but you get the point.
But I think if I did have only hours left to live that sex with someone would make the top ten list.
Perhaps at that point a person wouldn’t be particularly picky?
WOW… this has gone a whole new direction and that direction is downhill…
Kinda like my week (see how I got back on track there!).
Anyway… please stop by and kick me while I’m down – I crave excitement…


I’m turning thirty
Only days from now
I thought I’d be something more
or different somehow
I guess the day will come and go
And no one will really know
I’m not in a panic
just contemplative
I’ll wait to see if forty
is more traumatic